We waste way too much time trying to convince other people we matter. YOU are the only person you need to convince. In this life, it's really sad to see that we don't analyze the time we waste by bullshitting and backbiting, instead of utilizing time to correct our self.
One of the things I realized, that If you want something out of life if you want to change yourself, if there is a goal you would like to reach. It's not gonna be easy. But it's very important that you engaged an ongoing process to developing you. Spend more time on yourself.
Right now it's go time, maximize every waking second. Do it now. This could be the greatest time if you control what you focus on. You gonna need to get some rituals. Everyone is controlled by rituals. You life comes from your rituals, so develop your rituals and get things done. Take control of yourself. Don't run away! Make yourself proud. A big part of success is not being lazy, 90% is showing up.
The right time is always right now